blah i am sick with some kinda cold or sinus infection i have to work every night till Wednesday then i plan to go to mars bar that night i have not been up to much except working i have a kitten his name is strindberg
Current Mood: sick Current Music: Moloko - Dominoid
Nice going, hot stuff! You're Sufficiently Manly. You've got a nice balance of rugged manliness and tender sweetness that drives girls crazy. You're manly enough to take on the best of them, but you're not quite the image of the REAL man. But who cares? If I'm using a picture of Brad Pitt to describe your category, you can't be that bad off. ;)
I swear I saw an Alex at the James reading walking towards dead rock was it her only she can tell! I miss her and her crazy good looking self I wish she would learn I was home and say hello!
Current Mood: awake Current Music: Apoptygma Berzerk - Something I Should Know
I find out last night from a profile on the Internet that the girl I loved with all my heart and mind before I went away is now married it was very painfull I do not see how after 3 years but damn I was not expecting that! O well I hope she knows I will always hold her close in my heart I miss her and don't want to barge in on her happy life again poo well I am happy anyway I will not let old loves interfere with my life!
otherwise it was a good day at work I am very tired but very glad to be back doing what I love I ate sushi last night at akida in Richmond I had seaweed salad, a dragon phoenix roll sake and green tea it was better than sex I swear !
peoples NEED to come hangout or tell me to come hangout with them I want to see everyone!
GOOD BYE YOU AWSOME PEOPLE <3
Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: 02 - Shpongle - Outer Shpongolia
Man im so glad to be home! i drank some of This the night i got home bad idea when not having drank in 3 years HEH well im working at a car lot down the street and catching up with friends i hope you will all come chill i have missed you all greatly ! i just orderd a new computer and monitor and i am geting insurance and my license back this week woot ! :D COME HANGOUT THAT IS AN ORDER!
Current Mood: ecstatic Current Music: 01 - Shpongle - Botanical Dimensions
Since I made my last entry, I have a new address. Please write to me at: Jonathan Jones #349395 Bldg# C4/128 A.C.C. 1821 Eastaline Valley RD Craigsville, VA 24430
You must need your wants and want your needs. This is the one great secret of happiness.
A perfect example : An inmate in prison states he needs to stop coming to prison. This is something he needs. This is also something he wants. If he truly wants to stop coming to prison he will discontinue actions based on wants that are putting him in prison and his greater need to stay out of prison will be obtained.
Your most important needs must also be your most sought out wants.
You must logically examine your needs and prioritize them. Wants that impede with your important needs must either be done away with or limited to a level that will not interfere drastically on your important needs. For when your needs are satisfied you are content and able to enjoy happiness. A want may bring you a great deal of happiness but you must not abuse it so it brings unwanted consequences.
Pride is in my opinion the most destructive force to needs. A person's pride keeps them afraid of change for fear that someone will not approve. This is an affect society has on us. We have the need or at least believe we need the acceptance of others; the need to fit in. And in many situations society expects us to fit in. We will do practically anything to succeed in this and many times we will subvert all other needs to do just that. What you have to ask yourself is: am I really happy or am I living a lie? Depending on the person and an uncountable number of interferences you must find a balance that lets you remain content and happy as possible.
I see religious faith as a type of ignorance yet they say ignorance is bliss. I agree people with strong faith can enjoy much happiness and confidence. This for most people is attractive and I see nothing wrong with it but I have never been able to show that kind of blind faith with no proof.
The truth is happiness; wisdom is knowledge of the truth. That is my faith, that is my religion, that is my happiness. Truth is not always happy but a lie is never true happiness.
Happiness can not be known without its opposite; you must learn to appreciate both to have either.
My friends, words can not express how much I miss you all. I made mistakes and now I am paying for them. I will return home and to the net between late February and early April of 2007. I plan to attend college and pursue a career in psychology once I return home.
You are all in my thoughts. My address is in the process of being changed. I will have it updated. For now, so long my friends. I look forward to talking to you all again.
Hey everyone. Yes I'm still alive, for awhile thought I won't have access to a computer. I miss all of my friends if anyone wants to write me, my address for the time is jonathan jones po box 485 hanover, va 23069
I will write you back and let you know exactly what's going on., I dont' have a lot of time to explain everything right now I don't know how long it's going to be till i am able to use a computer again could be 6 months could be up to a couple years. but we will see. i miss you all and hope everything is going well for everyone. you are all in my thoughts. #fm4life
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